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08-Oct-2020 Another skwered morning - Uttapam & Arrogance

 So, morning started with same annoying thoughts repeating my my mind what all cheap stuffs she told me and how she manipulated me every time to cover up her parents, her sisters, and her sisters' husbands. Anyways, my problem, not able to get rid of all these when she is around me and especially when she makes she annoyed facial expression which is frequent since I returned to Pune with my parents.  So, usual stuffs - I started my day with yoga post all other morning stuffs. She was already doing yoga in balcony and I joined her. I saw her and sensed again her mind to be somewhere else and saw her annoyance on her face. Whatever it is in her mind, I don't care anymore. I did it for long, and suffered multidirectional a lot. Not any more. One observation, she has stopped helping me in doing anything - cooking, water boil, milk boil, utensils etc. etc. when needed. Instead, she has added her demand onto me like bring water for her, boil it, prepare food for her with her any help